In Damascus there was a disciple named Ananias. The Lord called to him in a vision, “Ananias!” “Yes, Lord,” he answered.11 The Lord told him, “Go to the house of Judas on Straight Street and ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul, for he is praying. 12 In a vision he has seen a man named Ananias come and place his hands on him to restore his sight.”13 “Lord,” Ananias answered, “I have heard many reports about this man and all the harm he has done to your holy people in Jerusalem. 14 And he has come here with authority from the chief priests to arrest all who call on your name.”15 But the Lord said to Ananias, “Go! This man is my chosen instrument to proclaim my name to the Gentiles and their kings and to the people of Israel. 16 I will show him how much he must suffer for my name.”17 Then Ananias went to the house and entered it. Placing his hands on Saul, he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord—Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you were coming here—has sent me so that you may see again and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” 18 Immediately, something like scales fell from Saul’s eyes, and he could see again. He got up and was baptized, 19 and after taking some food, he regained his strength. Acts 9:10-19
I love Ananias' response to Jesus, "Yes, Lord". I think in context it should actually be "Yes, Lord?" My wife's first answer to everything is "No". Then she thinks about it for a while and gets to "maybe it's possible." Finally, she might get around to "OK". Her personality looks first at all the reasons something won't work and one by one has to dismantle each obstacle to them working. I'm just the opposite. I see something as working and go for it and deal with the obstacles along the way. I will admit that sometimes my way will be questioning in the middle, "Was this really worth it?"
I've heard it said, "It's impossible to say, "No, Lord." Why?, because that is an oxymoron. Lord means master or boss. If someone is your master, you have to do what they say. That's what master means. Therefore, the only proper response is "Yes, Lord." If you say, "No, Lord", you are in effect saying Jesus is not your Lord. Romans 10 says that if you confess Jesus as Lord you are saved. Many other passages affirm that if Jesus isn't your Lord, you aren't saved. Sometimes, however, like Ananias we put a question mark on the end of "Yes, Lord". It's like "OK Lord but why or are You sure about this?"
Getting back to my wife, when the Lord calls her it's always "Yes, Lord". This weekend she is speaking to a number of moms of teens to a bunch of women she doesn't know, in an unfamiliar venue, on a topic they gave her that she feels ill-equipped to handle. Why? Because the leader called and asked if she would speak and she felt like it was from God, so she said, "Yes, Lord". God has given her the verses and the words to speak and she has witnessed the Holy Spirit opening the word to her and her faith has increased that much more because she said "Yes, Lord -but with a question mark. "Why me"? "What will I say?" "These women don't even know me, why should they care what I say?" "But Lord, this is out of my comfort zone!" Ananias had the same question mark. "But Lord, why me and even more, why him?" "This is very dangerous, are you sure?" "What if this is a trap?" Nevertheless, "Yes, Lord".
What are you saying "no" to? You realize, if He's truly your Lord that you can't say "no", right? It's Ok to question but make sure you question on your way. Moses was questioning God about going back to Egypt, but his questions weren't while going, they were to avoid going and eventually God got angry and basically said, "You're going!" Don't make that mistake - when God calls you the only proper response is, "Yes, Lord."