For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. 7 For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. 8 So do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner. Rather, join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God. 2Tim.1:6-8
In Amazon Prime's second season of Story of David, David is captured, with his men in Endor by the witch of Endor. It's interesting that the artistic license for this show isn't met with the online outrage that The Chosen is met with. And that a secular company would fund this show and the Chosen would have to be crowd funded. I guess "there's just something about that name." Anyway, back to David - the witch is going one by one down the line of prisoners telling things about them revealed to her by dark powers and telling them their future when finally, she gets to David and shrieks because of the power that is in him from the anointing of God placed on him by Samuel. We have a similar situation going on here with Timothy. Paul has laid hands on him and the Spirit of God rests on him with power to lead a fledgling congregation of first-generation believers even though he was probably only in his 20's.
If you were say 25 years old and in charge of leading a church with babies to 90-year-olds, you would probably be overwhelmed and intimidated by the task and people older than you, more powerful and wealthy and influential than you. I believe this is what is going on here. Paul is reminding him not to be timid or ashamed. First of all, he knows the truth better than anyone having been taught by Paul and raised in a Godly home, so preach it with authority. Second, he has the power in him by his commissioning that those who stand against him will be dealt with by the Lord. He has to see past the earthly hierarchy of power and with the eyes of faith see the Kingdom of God power hierarchy.
The danger of realizing the power you have inside of you is that you can start being prideful and unloving. Paul is warning him to remain humble and loving but it won't come easily. He needs to be disciplined in this.
I grew up in a Christian home, went to Church all my life, went to a Christian college and came through these years with more Biblical knowledge than most of my peers. People recognized it and asked me to lead Bible studies and teach Sunday School classes and I was terrified. God was pushing me out of my comfort zone. When I succeeded at them, I got more and more confidence which turned into pride and I was totally unfit to be the leader that I kept being pushed into. Paul is recognizing that danger in Timothy and encouraging him yet warning him about the dangers.
God has given you a gift. The body needs it. Don't be too scared to use it and when you succeed, don't get cocky.
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